What, why and who

The past two years I've been struggling with anorexia, and after almost a year as inpatient at three different treatment centers I am left by myself to find the end of this road. Although my weight has dropped a bit since I got out, it is not dangerously low. 

The truth - I need to gain a few pounds, seven, to be exact, because I know somewhere deep inside, that is where I am most comfortable in my own skin. 

Through this blog I will be sharing my deepest thoughts, my darkest secrets, and I will share how far along I am to reaching my goal weight. Feel free to ask me anything, and share with me your tips on how to get past the monster.